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Bisexual crisis Crystal edition
#dead boy detectives#dbda#palasaki#palasaki week#it was supposed to be for the free day but i've completely lost the plot and I don't know if I'm on time#...or early#i know we all like to think crystal knows she likes girls#buuuut we saw her past. that is not an emotionally intelligent person#i think she was the kind of girl who put other girls down idk#i just think considering how she speaks for women so many times throughout the show#that it would be great character development#also charles figured it out decades ago#maybe even while he was alive#most of the time he crushes on girls though so you wouldn't know it#edwin probably doesn't know either i'm aware#but imagine if you will him reacting to this like "ugh#because he was there when Charles went through this journey and he did not care for it lol#whatever. niko you angel we all adore you#especially crystal... tho edwin might not like that#edwin: how dare you suggest you like niko more than i do?#preposterous
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in a spooky mood 👻
#sims 4#ts4 cas#ts4#sims 4 cas#simblr#z#show us your sims#the sims 4#*catalina#ive been play sims for like a decade but this is my first occult sim...#welp#IDK ive just never been an occult person but this was fun#went through hell to make her hiss (removed my stand still in cas)
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Thinking about "So Long, London" as one does and the "I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free" which is devastating enough on its own as a succinct shorthand of saying "I gave you some of my most formative years thinking we were committed to the same life plans together" (as in building a family life together) but with ~everything~ can also be a statement of her entrusting him with her youthful hopes and dreams and joy and earnestness only for it all to be cast aside and not returned (and at worst, weaponized).
#especially after everything she went through before they met#that it would have taken a lot for her to let someone in#and trust in them#and reconnect with that side of herself#and you compare her demeanour in 2017-2022#to how she is now#and it's like a completely different world#and there are a lot of reasons for that and not just *** don't get me wrong#but you see the way she - to quote a certain someone - has such a love of life#and is so earnest in everything she does#and the way she is present in the world now is way more like her teenage self than how she'd been in the last decade#and not in terms of maturity because she's clearly a grownup#but just in her zest for life and her embracing of who she is#idk idk it's a lot#writing letters addressed to the fire#this will flop because it's the middle of the afternoon during a show day but i had to get it off my chest
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In dragons rising, Lloyd has three ages.
1) his mental age, probably early 20s
2) his physical age, probably mid-late 20s
And 3) the age he looks, which Arin and Sora has informed him is late 30s-40s
Yes, he did sit in his room and have another existential crisis.
And yes, he did ask both Zane and Kai advice on skincare. Right after trying to find some weird dragoni bull to maybe look his age. Instead he accidentally grew markings similar to Garmadon’s and he’s gonna cry again.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#lloyd ninjago#guys he’s lowkey a young adult#but looks like he went through decades upon decades of trauma and experiences#to the point he looks old#rlly old#Sora said thats the age if her parents#Lloyd almost cried#mentally he probably still feels like he’s a teenager#frontal lobe shii ig#he asked Kai for obvi reasons but turns out Zane was the better ine to ask becuase he just knew everythinb on skincare#and like as much as he’s a nindroid zane doesbt actually kniw everything#so lloyd is mildly curious as to why zane just knows and remembers sm abiut skincare#turns out its a teenage Kai’s fault#lloyd just wants to looks his age dammit#for once in his life let him look his age#lloyd garmadon#young lloyd#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#arin ninjago#arin#sora ninjago#sora#kai ninjago#kai smith#zane ninjago#zane julien#did i get this idea after seeing a bunch if Lloyd dragons rising fanart where he looks way older then he should be? yes i did
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seriously what is up with Ford aging into this health athletic 55 year old silver fox old man yaoi dude but in the exact same length of time McGucket ages into an 85 year old grandpa who Has Every Illness
#i get that mcgucket went crazy and all#but like if anyone's body would get fucked up from the things that happened to their mind it would be ford#he literally went through dimensions full of inconceivable horrors for decades on end#gravity falls#ford pines#fiddleford mcgucket
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the whole persona of 'dabi' was literally redundant like touya's whole mission after surviving sekoto and realising his family moved on and forgot about him was to use his own suffering against them and prove in the most horrifying way that he was alive and that MEANT something that CHANGED things but it literally fucking didn't. maybe if dabidance had been endeavour's turning point for becoming a better father and acknowledging his past mistakes but it wasn't, getting no.1 hero did that for him. he was already trying to make amends he was ALREADY sorry. yes touya made it a much bigger deal than it already was but there was nothing individual or special about what touya contributed. and at the end of it all touya is back where he started pre-dabi, waking up in a hopsital with a failing body and zero autonomy, and he dies that way with no point to any of what he tried to achieve
#like his goal was to go out in a blaze of glory with endeavour and maybe take out the others too#he wanted to DIE WITH HIS FAMILY to show them his existence mattered to show them how they SHOULD have felt about it#everything he suffered in that decade fueling him on until even afo and ujiko couldn't wield it past his single-minded mission#he gave EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG he went through hell he lived as a monster#and it changed nothing. endeavour was already sorry. the no.1 spot meant more than anything touya himself could do#and ultimately THAT was what got endeavour onto a different path. all touya did was double down on it#which yeah might warrant a conversation but as far as writing goes is just so so unsatisfying#he deserved so much more than that. im so upset GODDDDDDD#mha#touya todoroki#mha spoilers
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just reread whump au for the nth time now, and it suddenly occurred to me what in god's name would've happened if dipper just straight up kicked the bucket right after saying, "i love you."
i can't imagine bill's reaction would've been a good one. i'm getting chills just trying to picture it, honestly.
in fact, just the image of dipper dying in general, and seeing the aftermath of that from bill's pov, has my whole body breaking out into goosebumps.
awesome.
also, let's just assume that bill hasn't yet figured out the whole reincarnation thing in this scenario aha
(i just really like angst okay? lmao)
Oh man, Bill? Oh Bill. Bill.
He would be very, very upset.
Also this is a good opportunity for the ol' classic:
#answers#There's probably a short time where he's too stunned to have a response#Which is *very* rare for Bill; he's old as hell - literally! - and seen and done pretty much everything#This of course can't last long. Bill is a being of *action*. And rage.#Bill is not taking this lying down#He's not taking this AT ALL what BULLSHIT is THIS#He didn't even get a DECADE with this mortal and what he's just GONE??? BULLSHIT#NO CHANCE NOT HAPPENING NOPE NOPE NO FUCK THAT#If the multiverse thought Bill during their 'break' was bad this is going to be orders of magnitude worse#He's experienced something he never thought he'd ever feel and never *ever* thought would be felt for him in turn#It was strange and disgustingly domestic. Grossly wibbly soft and chokingly *Sweet* with this lovely rivalry ganache#Something he won't - can't - continue on throughout the ages without. Not after he knows what it's *like*#Nothing's gonna match *that* again. Barely a decade damn it and it just. Just went. *poof*.#And FUCK THAT#The soul has to be somewhere. Lots of people can build a body. There's solutions#And if anyone or anyTHING stands in his way he's going to get rid of it without even stopping to monologue or gloat#Bill's got a mission and no psychopomp or demon or god is going to stand in his way of reclaiming what's his#Even if he has to go on a full-on quest for it. Tearing a path through the multiverse#He is GOING to get him BACK#Dipper's Last Words are going to have a greater effect than he could have imagined#Because with those ringing in Bill's brain he's not going to ever *stop*#Narratively speaking it'd be the most Character Development for Bill to exhaust his violent means#And have to bargain with someone#(Probably the Axolotl)#The biggest challenge Bill has ever or will ever face: Going up to someone. Hat in hand. And saying *please*
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Tweets like this
always sound so over the top, but Chan really has spoken about Felix being his other half, his second-self, and his soulmate. So being reminded that Felix felt not a single bit of caution around him when they met, is the sweetest thing.
He saw Chan as someone worth learning from. Someone he could befriend and debut with, and that’s what they ultimately got, and that’s wonderful, but I always find it kind of crazy that Chan seems well aware that Felix was his person the moment they met.
#chanlix#their age difference upon meeting low key#breaks my heart when I think about how fast#it seems Chan realized Felix was important#to him because dear god I can’t imagine me#finding a person who feels like home after#spending nearly a decade struggling toward#a life goal away from my family and then#being hit with the fact that my feelings for#them literally cannot go beyond platonic#and I obviously don’t know without a doubt#if Chan has romantic feelings for Felix but I#would bet a pretty penny on it so yeah I just#can’t imagine all the turmoil he must have#went through as all those realizations hit at#once because feeling greedy over someone#you feel your truest self with all the while#being aware they’re literally not an option#yeesh… talk about developing a complex
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Can we all just take a minute to appreciate the fact that Ruby actually survived the whole goddamned plot of 73 Yards?
She's a 19-year-old girl. She got dumped in Wales. She got a creepy old woman following her all the time. She spent five fucking pounds for a glass of coke. She got bullied by an entire pub. She went home on her own. She got kicked out of her home by her own mother with nothing more than the clothes on her back. She got brushed away by Kate and UNIT just after she thought she's finally getting some help and understanding. She got her life being turned upside down. She spent the entirety of that life being alone.
She's not like Donna in Turn Left: At least Donna still had Sylvia and Wilf.
She's not like Martha in the end of Series 3: Sure, she was being hunted down but people would welcome and help her everywhere she went.
Ruby went through decades of being followed, neglected and mistreated all by herself. And I think that makes her one of the strongest companions in Doctor Who history.
#doctor who#73 yards#ruby sunday#the only companions i can think of who went through this sort of ordeal are liv amy and rory#liv spent decades trying to fly the tardis back to the doctor and helen#amy spent 17 years being hunted down by killer robots in an empty resort#rory guarded the pandorica for 2000 years#not to mention that he died like every three episodes#i guess clara kind of match the description but i dont think being ripped apart by the time currents count as having your life fucked up#valerie also got her life fucked up in episode one but she's not gonna live long so
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Y'know, puttering around with my recordings, I think I really am going to give Davrin's romance with Ver a pretty serious twisting around. Rewrite some things a bit, change things around, keep most of the "slow burn" of it intact- but also add in the "friends with benefits" elements that I feel match what he says in the check-in scene after the point of no return better.
I think I have a post from like, months before release, when all we knew about the character was "charming Warden (who may or may not have been the Storm Coast team's commander in '41)", about how I sort of expected his to be the romance that starts off more casual (with the expiration date all Wardens have, it's not surprising that someone who's been one for at least ten years would be hesitant to enter any genuine emotional entanglements, platonic or romantic), and then for him to find himself falling for Rook unexpectedly (and kind of against his will) anyway.
And from some of that late dialogue, I still think that that may have been the exact intention, initially, but maybe they didn't want to create too big a disparity between the different romance paths, or like they didn't want for it to come off like they weren't taking him as seriously as the rest, so the path sort of ended up getting a bit... I don't wanna say "subdued", but I can't think of a better word lol. Brought to match the pacing of the others and the overall story more, that's more like what I mean.
.... Anyway, I kinda think I wanna have them sleep together for the first time either after his personal quest (no more distractions, clearly established romantic interest in- and some commitment to one another, but with still an opportunity to angst about everything else) or preferably, that night after drinking with Lucanis.
I'm leaning towards the latter thought, specifically because it'd be clearly a very, very bad idea.
It'd be far too fast, far too early, I got that scene like right after the Cauldron, so deep in the thick of his personal quest- plus, the mutual interest was barely expressed like one day prior to it, and there was alcohol involved. Which all kind of makes it perfect, because it's an awful time to toss that complication in there.
But, it gives me an opportunity to have the both of them keep thinking that it being just a casual, physical thing is what the other wants (despite the "well, I could see us heading somewhere, someday" of it), and to have their feelings developing sort of in the background of it-- and then!!!!! that forest kiss can also take a role more like another complicating factor, with the "heart of a halla" line being a bit more ambiguous.
Like, casually kissing your booty call/situationship/FWB you've been secretly falling for, it's a bit more touchy-feely than the previously established [they were not established] guidelines [there are no guidelines] suggest is appropriate [none of this is appropriate], but it feels right, and that alone makes it feel weird and confusing, ykwim?
But, then the whole "Most of my life, I've gone it alone. With you... I never want to go back." thing makes more sense being where it is, after his personal quest, to me at least. Because that sounds like a confession, and with being free from worries and the griffons safe (with Eldrin, in that game), there's a great time to have a long-ish, actually serious conversation about what this is and where it's going.
.... That would also mean that some of the bed scene dialogue doesn't make as much sense ("Is this all just for show"? "Just like I imagined"? Girl you know exactly if it's for show and what his hands feel like, you've been getting dicked down semi-regularly for weeks), but I can work with some tweaks to that lol. The final parts of it, about planning the future and getting soppy still make perfect sense, it's just those lines in the leadup that need some minor tweaking.
Idk, I really liked the in-game experience I had, and I love me a good slow burn, but I can't deny that it's more my style when "slow burn" doesn't also mean ".... so sex is a thing that happens only at the very end, when all feelings are resolved". I like it adding more uncertainty and confusion into the mix, and giving a sort of "oh, this is different now" feel to that first time once the feelings are also resolved.
(The date though, I wanna keep where and how it is exactly, because he mentions he got the tip for the picnic from Evka and Antoine, and I find it really cute to imagine him just sort of looking at them after speaking with Valya like.... "... they probably have the right idea of it, don't they. While we're here, let... let me just go ask. How to, uh. Do this whole. Romance thing, I guess. Make it sound, idk, casual. And chill. We're... chill." Never mind that Evka and Antoine are literally one of the most romantic couples any of them know, but yknow, nbd.)
(And then it goes all the way sideways? Love it. Love the "hey so this tea I thought would be a fun, cute thing for us to try made her trip absolute balls for a while, so maybe this outing is not a great opportunity to like, talk. Seriously. About how I may or may not be falling a little bit in love with her. And by 'little bit', I mean 'up to the very tips of my ears'. Nbd, just gonna... postpone, spilling my guts out for her perusal, I guess." of it all. A+, no notes.)
#squirrel plays datv#datv spoilers#davrin#oc: verbena mercar#i'll need to replay her with this all in mind#gonna lowkey remark that he did well asking Evka and Antoine because the other long-term romantic couple they know is Dorian and Ray#which is. uh.#well i “established” to myself months before release that despite living together; Ray still writes Dorian love letters#and then the game went and confirmed for me that it's the same the other way around; with almost my exact words that I used; so uh.#yeah. those two are probably a bit too intense; for what Ver and Davrin are going for-slash-through#asking my Inquisitor in particular for romantic advice would be a bit of a disaster#not because he doesn't do romance; he just does it TOO well#and with a person he's been with for a decade; so; yknow. it's a lot#asking the man who'll unflinchingly sign his letters to his “husband” of ten years with “ever yours in joyous wonder” for love advice is...#well you gotta take that with like a pound of salt; don't you#(also a bit salty that there's no repeatable kiss scene or a lot of touching now; but i get it)#(it's probably because Rook can be so many different heights and builds which makes animating touches far more difficult)#(but even as someone who loves that customizability; it's a bit... well; a bummer; ngl)#(like the flexibility of builds isn't even THAT big; so... it's kind of a steep tradeoff to just have them not really touch; imo)#(if it's only this much flexibility in builds; i'd kinda pick the more natural on-screen character interactions over it ngl)#(if they are to always leave room for Andraste between them at least use that space and let Rook be genuinely fat ykwim?)
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#kamen rider#kamen rider den-o#kamen rider den o#momotaros#urataros#searched through the blog and turns out i somehow haven't posted the sole reason i got into KR in the first place lmao#so here it is#the old original gif was like 200x100px#and on 10nov2018 i began watching KR Den-O thinking i'd get to this moment make a bigger gif and see how things go#and the way things went was Den-O has a film trilogy crossover with Decade#Decade being a tribute season i figured i'd watch all the previous KR seasons before moving on from the main season to the films#but then i finished the main season on 11apr and 12apr is the Cosmonautics Day so the next day i began watching Fourze instead lol#and also Kuuga the day after#and also KR1 the day after that#all simultaneously#god my watching order was erratic#i still haven't completely finished watching Den-O#and seeing how T0ei STILL keeps making more films/crossovers/ads/stages/whatevers for Den-O i guess i never really will#the train really has no brakes and the ride truly never ends#仮面ライダー#仮面ライダー電王#モモタロス#ウラタロス#gif
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what does it say about me that some of my most favorite characters that incite deep protective instincts in me are killer sans, mikasa ackerman, and bucky barnes. and like, all of these characters are perfectly capable of protecting themselves.
thats not even to mention that all these pairs have their opposites or important person. color sans, eren jeager, steve rogers.
#houndshowlings#idk was watching some Bucky TikTok edits#and remembering how people downplay what he went through or villanize him completely#made my eye twitch#like he was a brainwashed prisoner of war for like 90 years#he had no control#sure he was physically stronger than his captors but they decades convincing him he wasn’t#and even if he did try to fight back or run away (assuming he didn’t already) where would he go#he doesn’t remember his life before the wiping machine#his old friends and family r old or dead or in ice and he doesn’t know them#and they believe he’s dead#where would he go#what reason would he have had to want to leave anyway#he doesnt remember a life before his captivity#sure it hurts what they do to him but he doesn’t remember anything else#they made sure of it#not being able to escape or fight back didn’t make him weak or complicit#and it’s not like they would let him die either#he’s too valuable too lose#cw brainwashing#cw captivity#cw torture#cw memory loss#cw conditioning
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Young Teacher Tuvok Patreon | Ko-fi
#Person: So I heard from the students that you're the headteacher? / Tuvok: ???This is a college???#his kids gave him a mug that says 'Father' bc it would be impossible to ascertain whether or not he is in fact the no.1 dad#despite their own emphatically positive opinions...'Father' is factual v_v (in my mind the mug just has a vulcan symbol)#bea art tag#st voyager#Tuvok#Tuvok went through Starfleet training/academy - Quit - Then probably had to go to a whole different college to get a teaching license#When he re-entered Starfleet did he have to take lessons again?? Is there a separate license to be a Starfleet instructor?#After being expelled from his school as a teen ... how long was he with the monks? Did he repeat a grade?#Tuvok your education fascinates me#Vulcan school - expelled - learning at a temple with monks - repeat grade? / Vulcan school - graduate#enter starfleet academy - graduate - quit - enter college - graduate - teach - quit job - enter starfleet (academy?) - graduate?#- starfleet teaching license - end#note: I don't think under normal human circumstances you'd need to go back to the academy but Tuvok quit Starfleet at like 20 something#and who knows how many decades passed since then - I'm sure the curriculum changed a lot in like 70 years v_v#maybe....a few catchup courses. Like a semester instead of four(?) years#st voyager art#also I like the thought that Tuvok is considered introverted/reserved even amongst Vulcans#Less so than how humans perceive him but still enough that it IS a personality trait rather than purely a cultural difference
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#tw suicide#idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT#i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone#and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess#but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm#but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing#hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this 😭#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse#to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house#and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like#to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age#but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me#also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently#tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me#i thought it was a “let's live together and get a cat one day” relationship#but now i feel like for them. it was just a “sex and video games” type situation#i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself#and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons#most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks#idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear#this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly#sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point#and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have#the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona#so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem#anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope
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kiryu sitting haruka down for a really important talk and looking nervous but deeply serious about it and when he finally speaks he gives an honest and vulnerable admission that upon much self reflection, as unlikely as it may seem, as shocking as it may come, he is, in fact, gay, and he hopes this doesn’t make her feel any distress or discomfort in-part due to the implication that he likely didn’t have romantic feelings for her mom, he did care very very much for her regardless of labels, and so on and so on. and she lets him give this lengthy emotional confession that goes on for like twenty minutes before he finally goes dead silent anxiously anticipating her response. and she’s just like. uncle kaz I really appreciate you opening up to me like this and I’m really proud of you for accepting yourself for who you are. but me and every other kid at morning glory figured this out like 10 years ago
#he’s shaking he’s on the verge of tears and she’s just sitting there like. should I act shocked? this clearly means so much to him but#i feel like saying ‘uncle kaz. its not that subtle. you were a bachelor taking care of a bunch of adoptive kids with no interest#in women whatsoever for years. i already know. most people close to you already suspected.’ is a bit anticlimactic#I think about this a lot#cause realistically she would probably be the first person to open up to about it#unless he miraculously put together through Obvious Context Clues that daigo and mine were a Thing (probably YEARS after the fact though)#and then went and asked daigo about it. which would be hilariously awkward and id pay money to see it#he’s so bad at reading the room and like. getting social cues. I feel like he’d finally get a moment where he’s alone with daigo in his#office and would strike right as daigo’s about to make casual conversation like#‘so how have you b–‘ ‘daigo-san do you like men’#with his typical stoic intense look on his face. poor daigo that’d be mildly terrifying. also the funniest thing he could possibly do#kiryu#haruka#rambling#kazuma kiryu#haruka sawamura#yakuza#amusing follow-up to the initial idea with haruka. he eventually calms down and is relieved and whatnot and says to her kinda casually#‘I’m not sure if I’m ready to tell anyone else. except maybe majima. I’ve been able to trust him for decades with just about anything and I#know he’d never be judgmental–‘ and haruka’s sitting there like. oh god do I have to tell him. someone’s gotta tell him.
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Started Neverwinter and damn, drizzt is quite the dick to dahlia without even realizing it
#its so strange seeing him not even realizing how dismissive and weird he is to her#she was born in neverwinter wood and went through the worst there. she has worked in that area for decades#while he mostly travelled alone with bruenor not really caring about current events#and he still insists on trying to fix things his way despite her telling him whats going on#and he has the same approach to her. he keeps trying to change her mind#while ignoring her discomfort at certain things (like her urgent tone at wanting to leave at the farm)#or finding those moments of discomfort interesting bc shes vulnerable (when he makes the joke about her hiding and she winced)#i understand why lots of people hate that. theyre taking drizzt's side bc so far its been the good side#but the narrator interestingly seems to side with dahlia more. also because she IS right about lots of things#bani.txt#legend of drizzt#just thoughts so far. i may be wrong down the line
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